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i manage an adult toy store, those that know me well are usually shocked because im pretty shy and i blush like bright red rose. but i love my job, i like helping people, i like being able to be submissive at my job and that people there understand it. i like that my boss says my children come first ( im a single mom with 3 kids). i took a pay cut to have this job but the hours are pretty good, not much social life but i can have all the time off i need to take care of my kids as they get older its less but let me tell you there is no amount of pay for taking the guilt from me.

my children are semi aware of my lifestyle, and have questions, seeing things from work has opened a few conversations... i remember one time my daughter was about 15, a bunch of friends were sitting around talking about what their parents did. i had already told her she never had to share what i did with anyone she didnt want to. she was just going to say im a manager and one of her other gf's said ohhhhhhh her mom manages fantasy lane, she thought she was going to die of embarrassment and poof a couple of the other kids said oh my parents shop there. she lived thru it, i try to never make it intrusive in her life or the boys. but i know its embarrassing to them sometimes.

maybe it was just a great way to get you and your mother to find some footing to heal your relationship, to keep you both growing and enjoying life. but please know that nothing is really ever set in stone except your morals oh and that if we are breathing we are living. maybe its time to take the family dynamics by the horns and forge what you want them to be not just what they have been.

and be blessed that im always thankful that you shared the humor and the substance.

<smile>...I look forward to more Momme posts...

Vixen