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| MCsCockWhore | Posted: 2005-03-18 16:19 | |
Forum Slut United States 1,581 Posts | There was a forum topic a while back about ownership. Someone made a comment about how complete and total ownership cannot truly be accomplished due to the fact that you cannot own a persons mind, thoughts, or dreams. I read the comment and I didn't necessarily wholeheartedly agree, but I also didn't disagree. One of the aspects of MC's ownership over me is my requirement to request permission to rub one off, or even to touch for any means of pleasure, whether I reach orgasm or not. Fast forward about three months. I am on a trip, visiting family on the other side of the country. At that point it had been about three weeks since we danced the horizontal tango. My cunt was hungry, ravenous, insatiably famished...and that's putting it mildly. sidenote: My body and mind do this wonderful thing for me sometimes (usually when the cunt is starved)...they're called wet dreams. Well, that's what it's called for a man dunno if it's called the same thing for a woman. Usually just before the point of no return, my hand very rapidly makes its way to my cunt to help finish the job. So I am usually in this halfway dreamy/wakey state when I cum...it's great. Really. An undescribable amount of satisfaction. Mind you this is about 99% subconcious. So, there I am sleeping. Dreaming. On my way to "one of those" dreams. Hand goes to the cunt, I realize what is happening and fly awake. I can't do it. He has control of my dreams. Thoughts? Similar experiences? Criticism (as I am sure it will occur)? with an ever hungry cunt, I know how to nurture, I know how to please, I know how to obey. The question is, am I too damaged to have these things drawn out from me, to be used to my full potential? --stolen from shyhuda's profile | |
| broken_mirror | Posted: 2005-03-18 16:25 | |
| Forum Maniac United States 3,483 Posts | Hmmm..yes. For me it is partially a choice and partially no choice. Masturbating, for example, is good enough in my head but my body says no way. It's him or you get nothing. -- Your hard-on for smiting has prevented us from negotiating what ought to be the relatively simple matter of catching or staying on a bus. | |
| Scootah | Posted: 2005-03-18 16:41 | |
Funniest fucker on this site Australia 2,980 Posts | There's two schools of thought. 1 - he has such profoud control of you that even in your dreams you can't disobey him. 2 - you have so much control over yourself, that you will to not disobey him stops you from giving in to the whims of your body. Its one of those questions thats very hard to 'know' the answer too. I think I'll confront Vader first SFA Wombat in charge Of Scathing Sarcasm | |
| MCsCockWhore | Posted: 2005-03-18 17:08 | |
Forum Slut United States 1,581 Posts | Scootah: There's two schools of thought. 1 - he has such profoud control of you that even in your dreams you can't disobey him. 2 - you have so much control over yourself, that you will to not disobey him stops you from giving in to the whims of your body. Its one of those questions thats very hard to 'know' the answer too. Me likes. Either one...I don't care. meg I know how to nurture, I know how to please, I know how to obey. The question is, am I too damaged to have these things drawn out from me, to be used to my full potential? --stolen from shyhuda's profile | |
| snuff_cunt | Posted: 2005-03-18 17:12 | |
Forum Maniac United States 2,538 Posts | When I am completely owned, my mind is nolonger mine at all. Its just tough to get to that point. Once it happens, tho, everything, including my thought and dreams, is his. -- "If you get your own heaven, dont waste it." -Echo and the Bunnymen | |
| Elorin | Posted: 2005-03-18 17:21 | |
Forum Slut United States 1,674 Posts | Only comment is congratulations. Thats a depth of ownership/submission I don't think happens often...I'd be proud to know someone I owned felt that way. | |
| Zog | Posted: 2005-03-18 17:34 | |
Forum Apprentice United States 455 Posts | Congrats! that just fucking rules! -- | |
| Loretty | Posted: 2005-03-18 18:15 | |
Forum Maniac Canada 4,397 Posts | You know you're in trouble when you can't even cum when you need to. But, well, if it works for you. -- lorette "And she said ‘drink deeply pilgrim, but don’t forget there’s still a woman beneath this resplendent chemise." L. Cohen | |
| Ausage | Posted: 2005-03-18 22:35 | |
Forum Initiate Canada 44 Posts | There is also a flip side to this. Your doing your daily errands, pick up the dry cleaning, going to the bank, shopping for groceries, etc. Just as you step up to the cashier, your cell phone rings and you answer. You hear one word, one command, and you CUM... Now you know your body is no longer your own. | |
| LordKalvert | Posted: 2005-03-18 22:38 | |
| Forum Maniac United States 5,730 Posts | It is very easy for a master to control a subs dreams. We dream about those things we love and care about, what is important to us. For a sub, this should be her master and nothing else. Now for a sub to dream of her master and him not be in control is unthinkable. He naturally controls you and you naturally obey. It should come as no surprise that your first real experience in this would be a wet dream since it is sexually that his domination first becomes total. In time, all your dreams will be like this. | |
| submeggie | Posted: 2005-03-18 23:11 | |
| Forum Initiate 8 Posts | [quote]broken_mirror: Hmmm..yes. For me it is partially a choice and partially no choice. Masturbating, for example, is good enough in my head but my body says no way. It's him or you get nothing. -- I have a hard time masturbating.. i am bored with, it's too predictable and i and i've spent way to much on therapy to find self love to treat myself like the slut i long to be.... <g> meggie | |
| Lydia2 | Posted: 2005-03-19 02:58 | |
Forum Maniac United Kingdom 4,896 Posts | Mental control/domination is all about control of the mind, someone making me want them etc. I doubt anything is ever "total" but it only works at all if they have my mind to some extent. | |
| MCsCockWhore | Posted: 2005-03-19 12:34 | |
Forum Slut United States 1,581 Posts | Elorin: Only comment is congratulations. Thats a depth of ownership/submission I don't think happens often...I'd be proud to know someone I owned felt that way. Thanks! It's new to me. This discovery...and the amazement of it is still setting in. meg I know how to nurture, I know how to please, I know how to obey. The question is, am I too damaged to have these things drawn out from me, to be used to my full potential? --stolen from shyhuda's profile | |
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