http://www.bondage.com/i/1598529/blog.html?src=RSSBondage.com provides blogspace for premium members60http://www.bondage.com/i/1598529/blog.html?src=RSS#140827scrappygeekSat, 06 Feb 2010 13:05:00 GMTRealized yesterday that completely changing my approach to life could take longer than six months.  After years of pretty much limiting my social contact to one person at a time, a boyfriend/husband, ...http://www.bondage.com/i/1598529/blog.html?src=RSS#140743scrappygeekSun, 31 Jan 2010 13:30:00 GMTRotten night's sleep with too many thoughts.  I came back for my present, but my past stares me in the face here.  Thinking, it's really not hard to find a person who'll hurt you.  What's difficult is...http://www.bondage.com/i/1598529/blog.html?src=RSS#140736scrappygeekSun, 31 Jan 2010 00:35:00 GMTRecalled what set me off this time, after months of not really giving my predilections a second thought - or thinking maybe I didn't have them anymore.  Had several spreadsheets open at work, a common...http://www.bondage.com/i/1598529/blog.html?src=RSS#140723scrappygeekFri, 29 Jan 2010 21:12:00 GMTFive months here.  Busier than fuck with work, and now studying again for the exam I didn't pass.  It's good to be able to say "fuck" in a public forum. :)  But truthfully, except for my little white ...http://www.bondage.com/i/1598529/blog.html?src=RSS#135890scrappygeekFri, 15 May 2009 10:42:00 GMTIt's back.  It doesn't seem to go away over the long run.  I passed my second exam after months of exhausting studying, made it through yet another crazy week at work, and suddenly the fantasies retur...